Friday, August 1, 2008

A Reflection on the Past


August 1, 2008


Making him smile………causing his laughter…..was my joy


Frequently I prayed for him……..for his success……….for his happiness


I loved him…………truly I loved him


And Gosh………………yes, yes………he broke my heart



The days following the breakup were the worst


It was like the world…….my world………ceased to exist


My heart ached…………I'd never felt so much pain


And the tears………….the tears would not stop falling………..I could not stop crying



I stopped living………..I could not function


Everything, everyone reminded me of him………of us………of our moments


The pain was seemingly unbearable……..I could feel my heart break under the weight of it


My today…..and tomorrows…………held no promise, with him gone



And then………..my tomorrow is today


There is music………laughter….fun……………….the pain long gone


The memories have faded……….his presence ceases to make my heart skip a beat


He remains a friend……….a beloved friend


But my heart…………my emotions, affections, attentions…………..belong to another



Hmmm…………the way of the world


I never thought I would get over him………….that I could stop loving him


Such characterizations now make me smile


I loved…………I lost……………I moved on………….I've moved on……




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  1. Hmmmm! This is deep o!

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